Alright so look. I've gone through all my poems and old journals and I've come up with a plan of sorts. Over this next week I'm going to copy all of these poems into a journal for myself, I'm going to delete the ones I don't like anymore, and I'm going to update with stuff I've had hidden for over the last year. Not to mention I'm going to try updating things and submitting more often instead of hoarding all to myself so if you guys still watch me...I'm coming back. I swear this time. Just look for some "new" crap this month.

If only it could stay that way. If only, for a second, the world could just be simple and not be so complicated and full of hate. Oh how the lyrics, "The world is a vampire" fit so well. And oh how I wish it weren't true.

I wish I could make it disappear my love, and make it all a terrible nightmare that you wake from to be held in my arms, but unfortunately I cannot. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not being that one that is your shooting star, your light in the dark, your warm bed at night. I'm sorry I am not everything you ever deserve but can't see right now.

I wish I could find that one that fits perfect with me. I just wish I could find that one.

Because I haven't honored you guys in awhile...

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